Yoked

Alma 1:26 says:  "...for the preacher is no better than the hearer, neither was the teacher any better than the learner; and thus they were all equal, and they did all labor, every man according to his strength."

I like that scripture a lot.  It makes me feel like we are all in this together, striving to do our part.

What makes me feel even better is knowing that when we feel like all our striving and pushing and pulling isn't getting it done, we can remember that we can choose to take upon our shoulders a yoke that also rests upon the shoulders of the Savior.  In this we can find rest.

"Come unto me, all ye that labour and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest.  Take my yoke upon you, and learn of me; for I am meek and lowly in heart:  and ye shall find rest unto your souls.  For my yoke is easy, and my burden is light."  Matt. 11:28-30

Kings and Contracts

In Mosiah 29:30 it says:  "ye have no king; that if these people commit sins and iniquities they shall be answered upon their own heads."

It is interesting to me...this answered on whose head business.  Lehi blessed his grandchildren, the sons and daughters of Laman and Lemuel, that their sins would be answered upon the heads of their fathers because he was sure if they were taught correctly that they would follow the commandments.  I'm glad I'm not the one judging everything--that is definitely a job for an omnipotent being.  But I do know that I need to teach my children about the gospel so that I know I have provided them with the tools to make right choices.  I tell them that sometimes when they are looking at me like 'Yeah, Mom, we've heard it before.'  I tell them that teaching them certain things is a requirement for parenting.  It's found in Clause A, paragraph 2 of the contract they made me sign before leaving the hospital with them.

I have referenced the Parenting Contract since Kimball was very little and didn't want his finger nails cut or his hair combed.  At first he believed me.  He thought that I had agreed to a pretty hefty list of stuff before being able to walk out the hospital doors with him.  He and the other kids have since figured out that I'm joking about the contract, but not about what I'm telling them needs doing.  They know that when I bring up the contract, whatever I'm talking about is not on the table for discussion, and they should stop all negotiations for the sake of saving time.

I am grateful that we don't have a king, but freedom does mean that I have a pretty good-sized chunk of responsibility for what goes on in my home.  It weighs heavy at times.  So heavy that sometimes, especially around bedtime, I forget about Section 1, paragraph 1 of my contract:  'I agree to love these children in such a manner as to allow them no doubts in their minds of said love.  I will be the shoulder they can lean on and the touchstone they require no matter how tired or busy I feel.  And, I will honor this most important paragraph as I endeavor to sort out the many additional lines of this imaginary and ever changing contract for as long as I can keep a thought in my head.'  (Did you notice the built in loop-hole?  All contracts have them and, as many of my friends can attest to, sometimes I truly cannot keep a thought in my head.)

I suppose this particular post is an example of the fact that sometimes I get off track as I try to follow the advice to liken the scriptures to my own life.  My apologies.

Reminder to Me

Life this summer has become overwhelmingly busy.  As I watched my gospel study time become diverted away from the actual scriptures into other important, but not vital, things I have felt the loss.  It is amazing to me how reading other gospel centered things for lessons doesn't quite give me the same peace and guidance that reading in the scriptures does.  It seems there really is nothing that can replace in my life the pure and simple pleasure of being able to spend time with the scriptures.  I'm so grateful that I live in this time in history that we each can have the scriptures in our home, at our fingertips, and available to us each and every day!

I'm grateful for the example of Alma the Younger.  As I read of him being High Priest in the church and Chief Judge over the Nephites (Mosiah 29:42), my meager responsibilities don't feel quite so heavy.  Why is it that I so often forget that when I feel that my time is crunched, it is then that it is most vital for me to open my scriptures and read?

Mosiah 29:7

As I thought yesterday about giving my children confidence in themselves a favorite scripture came to mind.  Doctrine and Covenants 121:45-46 says:

"Let thy bowels also be full of charity towards all men, and to the household of faith, and let virtue garnish thy thoughts unceasingly; then shall thy confidence wax strong in the presence of God; and the doctrine of the priesthood shall distil upon they soul as the dews from heaven.  The Holy Ghost shall be thy constant companion, and thy scepter an unchanging scepter of righteousness and truth; and thy dominion shall be an everlasting dominion, and without compulsory means it shall flow unto thee forever and ever."

I think that scripture is another thing I need to remember when worrying about what is most important for my kids.  And, I need to remember that I'm in good company when I worry.  I noticed recently that King Mosiah worried about whether his son Aaron, who was heir to the throne, had truly had a lasting change of heart.  He worried that someday he might turn back to his wicked ways and demand the throne once again.  Aaron actually became a wonderfully devoted and successful missionary to the Lamanites, but his father still worried a little and it was one reason he gave for establishing judges as rulers of the people of Nephi.  In Mosiah 29:7 he says:

"And now if there should be another appointed in his stead, behold I fear there would rise contentions among you.  And who knoweth but what my son, to whom the kingdom doth belong, should turn to be angry and draw away a part of this people after him, which would cause wars and contentions among you, which would be the cause of shedding much blood and perverting the way of the Lord, yea, and destroy the souls of many people."

As my little niece said yesterday, "Parenting is hard work."  I'm very grateful that I have the scriptures to help me.

Time Out

I found this quote wherein President Hinckley is encouraging us to "constantly nourish the testimony of our people concerning the Savior...[and to instill] a true witness in [each] heart of the living reality of the Lord Jesus Christ, all else will come together as it should." Ensign, August 1997, p.3

Being newly called into the Relief Society presidency, I thought of the sisters of our ward, I thought of my family, and I thought of myself.

I cherish this guidance and hope that I can remember it as I am floundering and fussing over what is to be done when day seems full to bursting with plans and there is not enough time for everything, nor any way to solve all the problems at hand.  I need to remember what is important and choose wisely as to where my time is spent.  I need to remember, and let peace enter my heart knowing that if I am striving to nourish a testimony of the Savior in myself and those around me that "all else will come together as it should."

Sometimes I want proof of that.  I want to call a time out, visit heaven for a bit and look down here with a new perspective.  I want it to be just long enough that I can nod my head, smile, and say, "Yep, some of that stuff just doesn't matter a whole lot."  I want to see exactly what those things are.  Some of the things I used to think were less important matter more than I realized, and yet I wonder if eternally they truly are of less importance.  Like children's activities for example--as a young mom, they were a big deal.  Then, I saw that they weren't that important.  Now, I can see that children gain confidence as they improve themselves...which matters.  But, does that mean that some of my kids that aren't involved in much are missing out on a huge piece of life?  I don't know...I need a time out.

His Spirit

I remember once, during a temple recommend interview, chatting with President Hawkins.  Upon hearing that Mat had joined the church while we were dating, he asked, "So did you convert him?"

"No," I answered, "the Spirit did."

He looked at me as if to check if I was being cute with him.  I was completely serious.

The Holy Ghost being present in our relationships with others is so important, especially within our families.

Something I read in The Teachings of the Presidents of the Church: George Albert Smith reminded me of this.  President Smith said:

"What a lovely thing it was to me when I was a child to have a father and mother sit down by the fireplace and read the Bible while we children sat on the floor..." (pg. 108)

Upon reading that passage, I thought of our scripture reading of late.  Mat has been absent much of the time and the kids have been merely enduring it.  There have been some spiritual moments with the whole family but not many.  I thought to myself how I wished that I possessed the spirit President Smith's parents had so that my children would feel like scripture reading was "a lovely thing."  Then, I realized I could.  In fact, that very spirit was with me now, conveying that realization to me.  It was the spirit of the Lord that President Smith's parents invited into their home, and I can do the same.  It was not their spirit, nor can it be my spirit that makes scripture reading "lovely," it is His Spirit, and it is available to us all.

Mosiah 25

Mosiah 25 is the chapter that establishes the Nephites and Lamanites again as the two main peoples referred to in the Book of Mormon.  Splitting off had occurred way back in Omni when Zeniff and his people left.  But now, King Limhi and his people, along with Ammon, are back in Zarahemla as are Alma and those who followed him.  (These two groups are both descendants of the Zeniff group.) They along with the Nephites that remained in Zarahemla and the Mulekites that built Zarahemla are now joined together and referred to as Nephites.  Mosiah 25:13 says:

"And now all the people of Zarahemla were numbered with the Nephites, and this because the kingdom had been conferred upon none but those who were descendants of Nephi."

Then, Alma establishes the church among the people and baptizes many people.  And so, the way that I normally think of the people in the Book of Mormon is set up...There are Nephites and Lamanites (much more Lamaites than Nephites).  And there is a leader of the church in the land--Alma.